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Womby [November 7, 2009 | 5:03pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | Clown Circus ]

Don't Be Like The Sun is definitely my favorite Lemon Demon song out of them all. I just had a recurring infatuation With Lemon Demon. Upon first listen, it's almost like immediately being swept up into a big nerdy puffy cloud dream of words and facts and images. So harmonic and mellifluous (albeit a 15-23 year old homo sapien) The cloudy dream fills my brain with notions and images. Hearing it through headphones which cancel noise and add surround is especially warming.

A Lemon Demon womb.

Mm.

Typed with one hand [November 2, 2009 | 7:12pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Sitting in the student center, on my laptop, holding a burrito in one hand watching it grow as cold as the approaching Autumn. I really like this, but I also dislike it.

I want to concentrate my frustration somewhere, but I can't figure out where.
I wish there was more Dexter on Netflix Instant View.

Poetrees.

I went on a walk with Alex yesterday to buy beverages, and we passed an old theatre on Broad skreet where soul acts used to play in the 30's-70's. It was shut down, but I think there are plans to renovate. It is the sort of place I can see going to. The ghetto is right around it, but it is pretty much all around Temple already. I am surrounded by hood. My bike was stolen from outside my residence hall two Fridays ago, as if that assures me about being here anymore. It was my dad's old 70's road bike. He was going to throw it away, but I'm just frustrated that it used to belong to him, not really the fact that it was an object. People are too spoiled, it is easy to see the divide between rich and poor here. I have never been a material man, but I really can't believe when I meet somebody who is invested in themselves and their possessions. I am sort of exciting to move on and live in the pauper condition of a young person. Not being tied down with objects is such a wonderful feeling. Having a love and lovers is a good feeling.

Writing is much more satisfying tonight.

II [November 2, 2009 | 2:07am]
I don't like being a school complainer, either. My classes are sort of engaging, and I'm not falling behind. Everything is just too routine. I'm not ready to grow up yet. I know sleeping isn't a good activity to partake in when I could be doing other social things, but ugh. Interest me.

I wish I had more analogue filmmm.

[November 2, 2009 | 1:43am]
[ mood | numb ]
[ music | belle & sebastian ]

Being in school kind of makes me unhappy. The only thing I really feel like doing lately is exploring. I wish I could be doing that instead of being confined. A move is something I am really considering. Hopefully out west, north west.
Changing and moving is definitely in order soon. I can't comprehend a lot of people's intentions lately. It seems like my peers are more concerned with taking drugs than deep social interaction. I have felt so uninspired since moving to the city. I thought I would really like it, but it doesn't seem to be that way. I wish I could find more relatable friends.

Two weeks ago were definitely a good breath of safety and familiarity.

I need a body.

Celluloid Major [September 1, 2009 | 12:22am]
College is hard...

[July 31, 2009 | 4:51pm]
Yes, Love.

[July 31, 2009 | 3:59pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Destroyer, but also Detektivbyran ]

Though I haven't updated since I departed, returned or even mentioned it before, but going to Arizona was probably the best time of my life so far.

...and more is going to occur over'n'again )

[June 24, 2009 | 1:35am]
[ mood | eeeep ]

6 hours...

A Woodsy Travel [June 23, 2009 | 11:23pm]
[ mood | sleep ]

Not so recent.

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[June 23, 2009 | 7:33pm]
I am going to Arizona in less than 10 hours...

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